man i have been busy busy around here. 4th of july was crazy, we had my sil and her hubs and kids here and also my bil and then 3 of my nephews and my stepson and our 3 girls, i mean we have the room and could've had more people over but i just wasn't in the mood for people, i dont know every since i got sick last year i have just been becoming more and more reclusive, i hate even going to the grocery store because i have to deal with people. idk maybe its just the people i am around. because nobody appreciates anything and they all leave big messes for me to clean up. we used to have big fireworks shows and bbq's and all kinds of parties and stuff but i put an end to it because of all the work i put into and then i cant even enjoy any of it because i have to constantly clean up after people. and i know thats how it generally is when you the hostess but still hubs could help a bit and people could at least say thank you, o but anyway i am not here to rant. so the 4th was cool we all went to clawson for the fireworks show and of course people were driving around the parking lot like idiots so i put the kids in the trunk of the car so they wouldn't get run over or kidnapped or anything. and they ooooh'ed and ahhhh'ed and had a great time. then we all came back to the house for a bonfire and it was cool. we didnt serve drinks or food so there wasn't anything to clean up :). it was pretty mellow esp. for us. and then on the 12th we went to the beach just us and we all got sunburned even with spf 50 sunblock on. and we put it on 2x while we were there. i dont know i think we need like spf 5 billion or something. but the kids played in the water and buried each other in the sand and hubs went out with the for a bit and was throwing them into the air and stuff, not so much with khloe he would just kinda skim her under the water cause she doesnt know how to swim yet and had her arm floaties on. and that poor girl is just as white as i am, kiara on the other hand got more of the italian genes and is darker and tans really well. lucky girl. and monday started vbs (vacation bible school) for the girls and they are having a blast at that. today they are making wooden crosses and had to wear daddys workshirts to class so they dont mess up their clothes. usually i go back to sleep after they leave but i really missed my coffee this morning so i got up and made me a cup. now i just got to find the energy to paint my toenails cause saturday is KID ROCK and hubs got me tickets for mothers day....wooooooooooohoooooo. i cant wait. my dd kelsie is in love with nick jonas from the jonas brothers and we keep telling her that we are going to a jonas brothers concert and that we have backstage passes to hang out with the band and that we only have two tickets and she can't go. she keeps coming up with plans to try to sneek into the concert or begging for daddy to let her go and he can stay home. i told her she cant go but that i will bring her back an autograph, and daddy keeps telling her i am going to kiss nick and she is freaking out, its totally too hilarious. i am just trying to figure out how to sneek in my camera. i know a million people are going to and its going to be up on utube faster than you can blink but i just dont know how to do it. so i got to work that one out.
oh and one other thing on the 12th i dropped a magazine on my toe and sliced it open. yes from a damn magazine. i seriously thought i broke my toe. its just unbelievablly crazy. i was getting things ready to go to the beach and had my hands full of stuff and it slipped and landed right on my toe, a big thick gardening mag. 3 days later and it still hurts. geesh. but ok i am off to paint my nails. hagd e1.