insanity!!! july-16

ok seriously is there like something in childrens dna or psyche or something that drives them to make their parents completely insane? i am not even kidding i need to know the answer to this because i am about ready to litterally string up my 2 youngest kids by their feet and hang em from a freakin tree and i don't even care if there are witnesses!!!! and you may ask omg, what could possibly drive a mother to feel this way about her children? well ya know what you dont live with my children. so dont judge me!! now yeah i chose to have them all and normally i love being a mom and i love my children always no matter how mad i am and i expect the normal idiocy of kids, i mean their kids, you know skate ramps in the backyard, dirt, messes whatever, but i did not sign up for unflushed toilets and mud that completly covers every surface of a room. and both problems obviously occur in the bathroom. so lets address problem A first.
now my dd khloe who is 5 has some sort of problem with flushing the toilet, she knows how, she is more than capable but she refuses!!!!! and it is driving me crazy cause then my whole house smells disgusting. the kids have their own bathroom and generally i stay out of it except to clean it once a week. they are responsible for keeping it tidy, and i always have to yell at them about it. but i went in there this morning because i am missing 5 towels so i figured i would check if they are in there and the smell hit me instantly and i swear i gagged it was so gross it was like that toilet hadn't been flushed since last week, which it probably hasnt, the kids we using our bathroom becausse they said their sink was clogged but i bet it was the smell and the nasty toilet the kept them out of there (for the most part anyway), and i kept smelling pee and i couldn't figure out where it was coming from and figured the stray cats were peeing by my front door again and so i poured bleach out there but i still smelled it. so i found the source of the nasty smell. so after flushing the toilet i paused and took a good look around the bathroom, OMG!!!! i am telling you my hair stood up on end like a rabid wolf or something. i was out for blood!!!! just thinking about it now makes me want to take and rip somebody apart limb from limb. there was mud caked on every wall, across the rugs, on the floor, covering the sink and countertop, and all across the bathtub. and i am not talking about a handprint or a tiny smear, i am talking like COVERED in mud, and yes the sink was clogged and unusable because of mud being caked in the drain. now some people would be like ok well just clean it up but hell no you didnt see this, i was livid. this is going to take hours to clean up. and not only that but when i spend 500$ on wallpaper, 1,000$ on a sink and cabinet thingy (on sale) 100$ on rugs, 40$ on those litte towel hanger thingys, 2,000$ on tile i expect it to be used as a bathroom and kept at least reasonably picked up. not treated like a freaking wallowing hole for a big fat pig. and i know exactly who the culprit of this little escapade was. it was the one and only kiara rain, who is 7 and completly knows better and when she gets back from vbs she will be cleaning it all. so needless to say i went off this morning. i made them cry and feel bad and i even cussed at them, and you know what, I DON'T EVEN FEEL BAD about it, i hope to god that i hurt their feelings and i hope that their scared that i may beat them until they bleed from their ears, i hope that their fragile little self esteem is broken, because thats how they should feel. and you can call me a cruel heartless bitch all you want, but when my husband works his ass off to give this family a great life and for us to have nice things and i work my ass of taking care of these kids and loving and feeding and do everything humanly possible for these kids and putting all this time and energy into my family and home, and for them to turn around and treat it like garbage and trash the hell out of it, yeah i hope their little hearts are broken. cause i will tell you this, they will never pull this kind of crap again, NEVER!!! and not one of the other kids said a word to me about it, so they got yelled at too.

oops i forgot the pics

i forgot to post the pics with the july15th blog so here they are

July 15th

man i have been busy busy around here. 4th of july was crazy, we had my sil and her hubs and kids here and also my bil and then 3 of my nephews and my stepson and our 3 girls, i mean we have the room and could've had more people over but i just wasn't in the mood for people, i dont know every since i got sick last year i have just been becoming more and more reclusive, i hate even going to the grocery store because i have to deal with people. idk maybe its just the people i am around. because nobody appreciates anything and they all leave big messes for me to clean up. we used to have big fireworks shows and bbq's and all kinds of parties and stuff but i put an end to it because of all the work i put into and then i cant even enjoy any of it because i have to constantly clean up after people. and i know thats how it generally is when you the hostess but still hubs could help a bit and people could at least say thank you, o but anyway i am not here to rant. so the 4th was cool we all went to clawson for the fireworks show and of course people were driving around the parking lot like idiots so i put the kids in the trunk of the car so they wouldn't get run over or kidnapped or anything. and they ooooh'ed and ahhhh'ed and had a great time. then we all came back to the house for a bonfire and it was cool. we didnt serve drinks or food so there wasn't anything to clean up :). it was pretty mellow esp. for us. and then on the 12th we went to the beach just us and we all got sunburned even with spf 50 sunblock on. and we put it on 2x while we were there. i dont know i think we need like spf 5 billion or something. but the kids played in the water and buried each other in the sand and hubs went out with the for a bit and was throwing them into the air and stuff, not so much with khloe he would just kinda skim her under the water cause she doesnt know how to swim yet and had her arm floaties on. and that poor girl is just as white as i am, kiara on the other hand got more of the italian genes and is darker and tans really well. lucky girl. and monday started vbs (vacation bible school) for the girls and they are having a blast at that. today they are making wooden crosses and had to wear daddys workshirts to class so they dont mess up their clothes. usually i go back to sleep after they leave but i really missed my coffee this morning so i got up and made me a cup. now i just got to find the energy to paint my toenails cause saturday is KID ROCK and hubs got me tickets for mothers day....wooooooooooohoooooo. i cant wait. my dd kelsie is in love with nick jonas from the jonas brothers and we keep telling her that we are going to a jonas brothers concert and that we have backstage passes to hang out with the band and that we only have two tickets and she can't go. she keeps coming up with plans to try to sneek into the concert or begging for daddy to let her go and he can stay home. i told her she cant go but that i will bring her back an autograph, and daddy keeps telling her i am going to kiss nick and she is freaking out, its totally too hilarious. i am just trying to figure out how to sneek in my camera. i know a million people are going to and its going to be up on utube faster than you can blink but i just dont know how to do it. so i got to work that one out.
oh and one other thing on the 12th i dropped a magazine on my toe and sliced it open. yes from a damn magazine. i seriously thought i broke my toe. its just unbelievablly crazy. i was getting things ready to go to the beach and had my hands full of stuff and it slipped and landed right on my toe, a big thick gardening mag. 3 days later and it still hurts. geesh. but ok i am off to paint my nails. hagd e1.

june 24

hi ya hi ya ladies how is everyone? doin ok here myself. my rugrats have behaved themselves pretty good today so not a lot of stress there. and i am ready to choke the hubs but thats nothing new lol, cause he left the attic door open and yelled at me about it but all in all a fairly good day. yesterday i got my bedroom all rearranged and the air conditioners installed so thats a plus i also discovered the mess my girlies made under my bed and got that all cleaned up and found ny diamond earrings so another plus. today i got my bit of grocery shopping done and made a layout that i really really like. it of my hubs for fathers day. but other than that life is pretty much the same. just really hot and sticky. it was 92 freakin degrees here, i dont mind the heat but in michigan we have 9 thousand layers of humidity and it just kills ya. well i am off to scrap some more.

Happy Father's Day

so ladies what did hubbys get for fathers day? mine got an xbox 360 and 5 games and an extra controller. plus a card, and were going bowling later and then he gets steak and potatoes for dinner. his favorite. he is so spoiled but thats ok cause he spoils me too. and he deserves it cause he is such a great husband and dad. but only because i have been training him for the last 10 years ...roflmao just kidding. (kinda lol) i got so lucky when i got him. he works hard he helps around the house he spends time with the kids he rubs my back and paints my toenails, brings me coffee in bed every morning, even today, and supports my crafting habit he takes care of me in everyway possbile and never shirks his reasponsibilities. and somehow every problem that arises he make it all work out and somehow even after 10 years he cant get enough of touching me and kissing me and holding me. he really is the best.

June 18th

ok its been a few days since i've blogged and theres really not much going on. i weeded all of my flower beds and cleaned and scrubbed every inch of inside this house although now it doesn't look like it, dang kids, and i have broken 5 nails 4 on one hand 1 on the other, and that sucks. i have barely done any scrapping, although yesterday while i was playing on pogo the girls decided to play beauty shop with my hair and made me into a butterfly princess which was pretty cool, they made me a crown out of those little butterfly plastic hair clips. but the reason i am blogging is because of the stupid husband. i am getting my kick ass sleep on and having a great dream and what does he do? he calls and wakes me up, and it wasn't enough to call me once he calls twice, so now my dream is completley gone and i am up and irritated so i call him back and he strats bitching at me about why the heck theres a bounced check well wtf i haven't spent any money in like a 3 weeks and the last thing i spent money on was buying the girls some socks, so i know exactly what he is thinking and that i have bounced a check buying scrapping stuff and so now i am pissed right the fuck off. so i go and look at the bank statement and its all him, housepayment, credicard payments, tools payments, paint, blah blah blah..... every payment that he has made and he wasn't keeping track, granted it is all bills and stuff but stillthe bounce is his fault not mine, so he sure as hell got and earful. but man that sure as hell pissed me off, ruin my awesome dream to bitch at me about a bounce that he caused. GRRRRRRRRRRRR.....so anyway now i am up and have to figure out what to do with my day.

june 14

uggggggg, its 1230 and i dont want to be up. i could have happily slept all day but i knew that the kids needed food so i made myself get out of bed. and i didnt even do anything yesterday to be so tired. i cleaned the scrap room made a card did laundry cooked dinner and went bowling and the rest of the time was spent either watching tv or being on the computer. i have got no idea where in the world my energy has went too. it seems like every since i turned 30 things have been going downhill and steadily getting worse with each birthday. i think that each time you have a child, when they are growing inside you, they steal some of your energy until you are left with none. thats why they have so much and ours is gone. Because at 36 i should not be this drained, and if you look at it all those workaholic new york fast track business people have tons of energy and no kids, so it fits my theory. i tell ya i need to figure out a way to harness their energy so i can have some.
and as for fathers day i think i am going to get hubs the xbox 360 he has been wanting one for a long time now. i know he wants a new alpine for his car but we haven't decided on what car we are keeping for a while for him to put it into and his race car isn't finished yet so it would just sit in the closet along with the nitrous and new heads i bought him. 3,000 dollars worth of stuff just sitting in the closet. which is actually 6,000 dollars worth of stuff but i bought it all on a half price sale when ramchargers was going out of business. at leastthe 360 he will use. and since best buy is right by joanns and i have to go to joanns anyway it seems like a good idea.
so i am off now to take a shower and start my day, i fell asleep with makeup on and now my face feels all sticky.......ewwwww.

June 13th

ok so ex girlfriends really tick me off. Well more specifically hubbys ex girlfriend. he has a 12 year old son with her (just turned 12 yesterday) and so she is having a birthday party for him and last week called and invited us all out there, so the girls were all excited about finally going to their brothers birthday and were going on and on about it a made him cards and stuff. so i figured maybe she was just doing some type of a family thing. well then she calls yesterday and tells hubs that the girls are not invited and that he just wants the triples to come because its going to be a bunch of teenage boys there. well if the girls dont go then i have to stay home with them and so then that means that hubs has got to drive the triples there by himself, which i dont like at all. i mean i know hubs would never do anything but i don't know how far she would try to go and she is that kind of a skank who would try something. she is always calling him to fix her car and do this and that and he always asks me first before he gives her an answer and if i say no then he tells her no. i guess what i am most upset about is that my girls are upset and crying. i mean i dont want my girls at a party with a bunch of teenage boys but i think she did it just so that i wouldnt come.........grrrrrrrr. i did leave a big dark hickey on hubbys neck this morning ....lol... you know just marking my territory...roflmao. i just dont get why she sisnt say boys only party in the first place. skank skank skank is all i can say. but anyway i didnt do nothing yesterday, just sat in my craft room and did like 4 layouts and now i must clean my scrap room because i got pieces of paper all over the floor, well mostly ive got to vaccum but those are the layouts i did above. so i am going to get to cleaning so i can get back to scrapping.

First Post

So this is my first post. I am not really sure what to write about cause i just got up a few hours ago and not to much has happened yet. I did have to make my own coffee this morning which kinda sucked. Usually the hubs makes it before he goes to wrok and then when i get up its all ready and waiting for me, he must have been running late. It is officially the first day of summer vacation here, so i took advantage and slept in. As probably like most parents i have mixed feelings about that, yeah no more bedtimes and wooohooo for sleeping in, but on the flipside i have to deal with the kids all day everyday. which mean tons of fighting and arguing and nagging, which i dont allow but seems to happen anyways. Oh wowee and wooooohoooo, my bff just called and the kids are all going to her house for the day to go swimming. maybe i can get some stuff around here accomplished then. Instead of playing referee. Luckily for me my bff lives right across the street from me. so i guess i should get off here and do something productive with my day. HAHAHAHA yeah right its summer vacation i am going to goof off.